Realizations | A personal post

Growing up doesn't become scary until you realise you are growing up. I turned 19 on the 9th of February (Aquarius baby) and it kind of dawned on me that I am really growing up. I've turned into a woman and I am no longer a teenager anymore. I don't know if it's just me, but when I look around and compare myself to my peers.. I feel like a mess. Everyone seems to have it all together, and if they don't they pretend they do. I've never felt truly satisfied with my life since I started college.